Let's Go on an Adventure

It's 12:25 AM.

Honestly, I don't know why I'm still awake.

Ok, that's not true. I do know why I'm awake.

Sigh.

It's been a while, dear reader. The last week...well, it's seemed a lot longer than it actually probably has been.

1. I have midterms next week. I'm freaking out because I legitimately don't feel like I'm prepared for any of this stuff. In previous years, I've gone into midterms and finals without even feeling the need to study. Usually, it's NBD.

I think I chose my classes poorly this year.

Usually they all relate to one another (geology and anthropology; psychology and sociology and philosophy).

But this semester I'm taking business, international relations, writing, lit traditions and french. I feel like I'm all over the board and nothing relates. Hopefully this is the end of my GE's so I can get into the nitty gritty Creative Writing stuff and be happy.

I'm just under a lot of stress with the obcene amount of reading I have to do in my Lit Traditions (200ish due per class day) and how far behind I feel in French 201 (considering I took 101/102 in high school with a less than satisfactory teacher).

To sum it all up: asdhfksjadlfdsgfsdaklfiohfoweahfoaehr89ewr90weurjsdbfvhksbflksd;ljfsdh

Pretty much.

2. Lack of sleep (see previous text).

3. Missing my family and friends a lot. It's Parent's Weekend at school right now. So on top of having to see everyone and their mother (literally) with their dads...I also have to go without my own family.

4. I'm going to Disney a lot to get over the previous 3 things. Kind of counteractive. However, I went with my friend from high school/fellow blogger Hope today (she works there as a DCP). It was pretty awesome. Hope and I haven't really hung out since I was a high school sophomore/junior (strange thinking about that cuz I'm now a college Sophomore) but it was nice just to be with someone from home who I didn't feel like I had to explain my whole life story to. She and I have the same sense of humor in a way. I don't know...it was just nice.

5. My school friends and I aren't exactly meshing at the moment. Too judgmental.

6. Boys. Always boys. I've pretty much given up on main boy. I don't want to...but I feel like I'm just gonna be hurting myself in this whole process so I'm just saying no. On top of that, I have a sneaking suspicion that there are 2-3 others who have interest in me. I don't know who reads my blog (BECAUSE NONE OF YOU COMMENTED ON MY LAST POST--BAD READER) so I'm just gonna have to keep my fingers closed tight on this matter. Let's just say I don't know #1 well enough to judge, #2 would never work out, and #3 probably wouldn't either (despite my wanting it if it ever could). Anyways, that's a bit of a stressor on me.

However, there are other good things happening.

1. I have an audition on Sunday. Super freakin excited. And I think I might be able to do it. More info after everything is said and done.

2. If I don't make it into the thing that previously mentioned audition is for, then I might be going to Florida for interterm in January with my mom.

3. I discovered that not only does interterm last for 6 weeks...but I also get a few extra days because of my awesome finals scheduling. Yay. :)

Anyways...this is a lot of typing and I just feel like going to bed. Hopefully I'll be able to blog again after my midterms are over with.

Peace and sleep.

Chelsea